

I Deleted MY video as it was going viral -Shedding light on how going Viral can really feel.
"When videos take off, I know its a blessing because I am growing my community, but what no one really talks about is.. I also kinda HATE it. I hate that my sweet babies are being talked about in ways I cant control. I hate seeing the back side of these social media platforms. I am happy in my bubble." I posted a video of me. It was in real time. I was sitting working on the couch "focusing" the point of the video was showing me feeling "triggered" by my toddler. He ran in th


Horrified looks from everyone in the room, when I admit how bad my postpartum was.
I had the most wonderful birth, I truly have such beautiful feelings when I look back at being in the hospital. I am so lucky to have that. After 2 wonderful days we all arrived home and I jumped in the shower. Tay hollered through the door that the hospital called and we needed to take Tayson back in. That was a traumatic experience in itself. He’s fine, he had jaundice and I hated it, I won’t get into that. I only mention it because, I think that jumpstarted what was to com